LONELINESS COMES AND GOES

Loneliness come to visit me lately... it's like it will come and go after some time... and i dun like it to visit me at all... sometimes when i online.. there were a list of frens... and i'm too used to wait for ppl to come and bug me... so i wait.. and nobody msg.. lol... and when sometimes i try to msg.. but no reply... how sad...

once in a while i might get into conversation.. yet i still feel some loneliness inside.. maybe i need some one that is phisically beside me to chase the loneliness away. some one that can bring laughter to me, some one who will make me happy, some one that i could lean on and talk to ... someone that can be there for me when i feel lonely... some one... where is that some one...

i keep on repeating the same thing everyday and i know i need some changes in the daily routine to make my life more colourful... hangging out with frens...? yeah i wish too...but everyone is busy...(what an excuse) when frens call... i'm busy... when i'm free no calls... lol... somehow very hard to find a time that both me and my frens are free to talk and hang out... *Sigh*

I told ppl i'm busy, but i'm not that busy actually.... everyday go back and watch tv and play online games or chat with net frens... seems like so free... lol

haiz... i miss... i miss... happiness and i wish ... i wish... loneliness will go away soon.... *sob sob*

okie dokie for this boring blog... nitez and muaks