Pastors that touched my heart

Hmm, I haven't been crying much in church for some times after what had happened last two years... this topic is talking about the pastors that i knew whom touches my heart. Last Thursday that is prayer meeting. We had a 4 hours prayer meeting from 8pm-12am. It's been a loooonnngggg time that i heard Pastor Pala shared. I just don't know why... everytime he speaks or shares something i just feel so touched and emotional and tears just started to fall like heavy rain... hahaha... P.Pala called me a cry baby once... (-_-") am i really a cry baby... maybe girls are emotional... (excuses) hahaha... but then it's so nice to just let go off myself once in a while like this... we were in the prayer meeting and i cried till i can't pray (luckily it's almost end of the meeting). It's not to the extent like all my hingus comes out lar... just that i was closing my eyes and tears flowing non-stop and i sobbed quietly. So I was blessed by P.Pala words. every prayer meeting if got chance he will ask me to give him a hug... it's so nice to hug him though... he just gives me a very warm feeling like a father hug his daughter. Maybe it's been a long time i haven't get a hug from a father, it's just so nice to have a fatherly hug once in a while. (oh oo... eyes getting watery now... haha)

So the next Pastor i'm gonna share, that is Pastor Richard. How can i forget him. He's been doing a lot of stuff for KCC, and i'm totally thank him for all the efforts he puts for us. He always msg us and remind us to go to church and prayer meeting and events and stuff... he never fails in forwarding msg... at first i felt like he's an alarm clock... hahaha... (opps... hope he doesn't read this hahaha) but then now if he doesn't msg i would feel like something is missing. It's just so nice everytime i receive the sms from him reminding us to be there and invite friends. It brighten up my day. Just now at 12.05 am , received his msg for sunday service... can't help it but smile... it was a bit late but it arrives. sometimes i think he's so busy yet he's faithfully continues to come to prayer meeting every week even though he stays back in subang... it was quite a journey to come to happy garden from there... So when my friend (non-christian) asked me, "can't u skip ur church activity for once... they won't die if you're not there." Sometimes it's hard to explain to them... i just told them that it's not whether i'm needed there... it's because i wanted to be there. and they are like, "oh so you don't want to spend time with us and all that..." i said no... it's not that... i asked them to understand that i hope that they won't ask me out on thursday since i told them thursday i'm not free. I just felt that prayer is very important and i wanted to be there every thursday. I want to put Him first rather than something else. Also that P.Richard is there every week and yet he travels so far from subang. So I had nothing on on thursday and there's no excuse... haha... But i love going to prayer meeting. So much... felt like a habit now... and then it helps me to build up confidence in praying in public... i used to be freaked out when asked to pray in public... sometimes i still does but then i just need some time for me to think about the words i want to pray for... I'm still learning how to pray... but then it's always like a normal conversation with god when i pray... i dunno how to use big big words yet.. dunno why... maybe it's my way of praying... hehe... okay it seems like i gone out of topic again hahaha...

Okay, guess i blog something boring again.. hahaha... okay lar... stop here for now... cya