STREAMYX IS INSTALLED

Oh ya...did you guys realise that i post a few updates in the blog in one day .. cause i finally install streamyx .. hahaha... i heard ppl says it's fast.. i find it okay lar... but it's fun to online as long as you like without thinking oh... i've been online for long hours...mom will come and nag me again...hahahha

my bro now is going to download movies and anime from internet... and his pc hasn't rest for 2 days.. he said that he need to buy a new fan (i dunno what you IT ppl call that) to install in the cpu to keep it cool... i pity his pc lar... now it is 24 hours working non stop... at least mine is 12 hours hahahah... okay..actually dunno what to talk about anymore..that's all for this topic ... bye!!

MY FIRST DAY OF...

My first day of Worship Leading goes quite well though... how should i begin?? This morning at 10.30 am I was waiting and waiting for my psalmist(backup singer) to come. She's a bit late and the service is suppose to start at 10.30 sharp.. luckily or should i said sadly, the congregation(church ppl) is not on time so I can wait a little bit longer before i start the service.

around 10.40 am, my psalmist (she's a worship leader too, her job is to cover my voice in case i sing off key..hahahah) finally arrive and surprisingly the ppl start flooding in... so i start the worship.. i started okay...some signal mistake in between 2 songs..hahahah...i signal too early...what type of signal ler...there's a few signal like verse 1, chorus, repeat the song, bridge, open worship, change song, last line and etc.

then up to the open worship (it's like erm...we are very into the mood of worshiping the Lord) part is still okay... i feel it's a bit short but i had done my best..hehehe...

The funny part is when i finished singing my closing song (after the message) I was standing there speechless...everyone is looking at me waiting for me to say something and I'm like smiling...I manage to look at the invited speaker and he smile at me...Aww... did you know what came out of my mouth? I said , 'What?' hahahhahahah....aiyoyo.... i'm really silly lar...hahahah... luckily my pastor came to me and i pass the microphone to him and he help me to close with an encourage word...hehehehe... i finally realise what i had forgotten to do...hahahahahahha.... so shy shy lar....

later i'm so glad that everyone came to me and tell me i did a great job and they like my worship leading ... i'm really encourage by those comments.....one thing that i forgot to mention is that i don't have any stage fright at all i dunno why..maybe to me it's like ....ermmm... how should i say..it's like worshiping Lord and i enjoy doing it so i don't feel fear and stress at all..but if you ask me to stand up there and speak...i think my knees will go shaking like earthquakes..hehehehe...

that's all the first day of worship leading i had to share..hope you all won't fall asleep will reading this long sharing..hehehe.. i'm really so happy that i feel like sharing it...kekekeke...

CRAVING FOR MOVIES

I haven't watch movies for so long!!!!!!!!!!! there's a lot of movies i want to watch lar...aiyoyo... nowadays my best friend is buzy to studies and i'm quite busy too so i haven't watch movies for so long already... i think i miss a lot of nice movies too... i just watch shrek 2 last week (vcd lor)

there's a lots of movies i would like to watch in cinema like king arthur, spiderman 2, troy(i watch dvd...brad pitt is so cool!!! hahahaha) resident evil 2....

i love resident evil 1 when i watch it last year.. it's so exciting and a lots of actions too.. but i think some of the part is very gross and scary...hahaha... i love all the horror and action movies but lately my friend don't like those type of movies ... hmmm... what makes her change so suddenly...

anyone free to watch those movies with me...?? maybe later lor..coz now really buzy okie bye

KNITTING PROJECTS

Hmm...i've started a new job now that is knitting...hahahah....must be wondering ,'M'sia is hot weather how come u knit scarf ah??' last saturday i went to pearl point with my best friend... i bought the materials and started to knit there cause they will teach you how to knit if you buy the things from there. hmm... knitting is not an easy job... i find it quite interesting too and i don't know why everytime i knit.. i'll be very nervous cause i'm afraid i might knit wrongly or the tread is coming off...trust me.. you wouldn't want the tread to come off... you'll have to start the thing all over again...
when i'm knitting in my room...i'll suddenly shout and scares my sis(she's onlining in my room) then i'll ask her to check whether there's anything wrong with my knitting...hahaha... it's fun too but coz me 2 big panda eyes lor.. and i don't have enough sleep lately...
reason 1. need to chat with my friend (break up with bf) 2. entertain other friends to go mamak 3. knitting 4. preparing the worship leader ministry 5. office work(meet datelines) 6. studies(2 subjects gives me troubles neh, 1 calculation and another is teory..need to write 5 essays....T_T) okay lor..that's all for the knitting project..how long will i take to knit the scarf neh??? let u guys guess..

HEART BROKEN

Lately I got a friend who just broke up with her bf. Actually it's not lately lor.. it's been about 2 to 3 weeks liao.. these few weeks she's been calling me and i have to comfort her and give her some advice... sometimes i was thinking... I never been into a relationship before but how come people seems to come to me for help on this kind of issues.... she's first love so she hurts very badly and i remember she told me that it felt like you have lost the other half of you. At that moment i can't say I know how you feel coz i never experience before (yet). so i said, ' maybe i don't understand how u feel but youo must get over it..'
sometimes i feel that she's been very stuborn about the relationship and can't let go of that guy.. but today i just received her call again and she told me she can get rid of him already... she also said that she's angry with that guy cause he's been very mean to her all the while. I hope she meant what she said cause i don't want to receive her call again and said she can't forget that guy. maybe she's too in love with that guy...
come to think of it... how would i be when my first love break up with me? i'm sure don't want to be like her... i'm feeling a little afraid of starting a relationship.. too bad now i don't have any... Hope mine will last longer. hers is about 1 year plus.... anyone care to share your first love and tips on how to get over with the first break ups?

ANOTHER STEP INTO WORSHIP MINISTRY

Oh dear..I'm going to be a worship leader or I should say I'm a worship leader now..
Oh dear.. this coming Sunday I'm going to start to lead the congredation to worship..OMG.. I'm so excited and in the other hand nervous as well..I'm scratching my head on what songs I'm gonna use for this coming Sunday Service.... Well, it's easy to sing the songs but hard to pick them...There's a lot to do to...you must plan on how many praise and worship songs you are gonna sing. I'm a bit worried about standing on the pulpit and sing on the stage..though i'm worshiping the Lord but I'll still cannot control my stage fright...My pastor told me that it's okay to make mistake but i hope that i don't go out of key on that day... There's 7 days from now to Sunday...I thought being a psalmist(backup singer) is a challenging thing but being a worship leader is more challenging..there's a lot of decisions to make too..though i'm nervous and all but I'm so glad that i can continue to serve God in a different way... No matter what,I'll sing till the end of my days and continue to worship and praise the LORD!! AMEN!!