"DEATH" What A Wonderful Way To Explain It!

A sick man turned to his doctor,as he was preparing to leave the examination roomand said,"Doctor, I am afraid to die.Tell me what lies on the other side."

Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know."

"You don't know?You, a Christian man, do not know what is on theother side?"

The doctor was holding the handle of the door;on the other side came a sound of scratching andwhining,and as he opened the door,a dog sprang into the roomand leaped on him with an eager show of gladness.

Turning to the patient, the doctor said,"Did you notice my dog?He's never been in this room before.He didn't know what was inside.He knew nothing except that his master was here,and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear.I know little of what is on the other side of death,but I do know one thing...I know my Master is there and that is enough."

Tung Ling Graduation

Erm, last night... yup... Friday nite was the Tung Ling Graduation day... So Charles, Aaron and Carrie graduated. It was pretty cool, they all (including other graduates) are wearing black coat... and look pretty smart. They had a play and it was funny. The bride and bridegroom looks pretty and handsome ... hahaha... The scene of their honey moon is quite funny... hahaha... still laughing when I'm writing this. Well, the songs that Charles wrote for the graduation also quite nice.

The shocking part is when giving out the certificate. Charles got double distinction... O.o hahaha... scary lar... 95% and above oh... Me and Arthur was woohoo... hahaha...

Well just gonna miss them a lot... Miss Charles playing the guitar and singing all the time... Miss Aaron's big and loud voice... hihihi... Miss Carrie's smiles... it's just nice chatting with Carrie... she always laughs...Gonna miss u guys... T_T

I hope all the best for them in future wherever they are ... either back in taiwan, sarawak or US... may the Lord send them double blessings... :) Luv u guys...

Phew!!! Submitted all my assignments

Finally, Thursday is the submission of all my assignments. Thank God, no more sleepless nights for me... For the pass few days I've been sleeping late or should I say very early in the morning. Hahaha... I break my own record... I slept only at 8.00am on Thursday... Then later at 12.30 I had to wake up again to go to college to submit my assignments... Mingle mingle until 5 sumthing in the evening only can go home. Then go for prayer meeting at 8 pm . Wow... I was super exhausted... 2 nites I slept like 5am and then 1 nite is the 8am record. Tonite... is friday nite... supposed to sleep early... but then don't know why i don't feel like sleeping... huh... maybe the body can't readjust back to the normal sleeping time... ish... haiz...

But then today I slept till 4 sumthing... hahaha... i felt like a sleepy pig... hahaha and then in between my sleep my college fren called me and ask for sumthing, and then John msg to ask me to go for practice tomorrow morning (Sat morning)... but when i woke up i totally forgotten a thing... maybe i'm sleeping while answering calls and stuff...

The funny thing is that i didn't know i called Arthur accidentally... then later he called back and i was like ,"HUH??? WHAT??? I didn't call u.." after hung up i checked back the history and I DID call him... my gosh... should be sleep calling... hahaha... i msg him to say sorry... and he said, "no prob, at least i know i'm not dreaming..." -_-" ... aiya... I was this tired????

Well, hope none of you guys will get a call from me and hear nothing... you will know what's happened and pls hung up... dun waste credit... hahaha... i don't want u to hear me snoring... muahahaha... joking... i don't snore... well... not that i know of... hihihi... okie dokie ... bye....

Da Vinci Code... LOL...

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

I was in the middle of rushing my assignments. Just that I received this funny mail from my friend... can't help it but post it up for you guys to have some laugh... haiya... that two singaporean conversation is so funny... and the song is cute... hahaha... haiya...

But the most important thing is to see the truth after the little joke okay... cause that will bring you to the real truth behind this da vinci code. I have to stress this... the DVC is a fiction... treat it as a novel... If you want to know the truth... read the bible instead... don't have one? I can lend it to you... :)

Have fun...

Whom I belong to?

I was feeling so lost while doing my assignments, partly is that I'm so tired and exhausted of what had happened for this pass few months. From 2004 till now, problems and troubles never fails to haunt me. Sometimes i feel so weak but He made me strong. Sometimes I feel I can't go on, He gave me a pat on the shoulder to encourage me. Sometimes I will break down and cry, he'll comfort me. Sometimes I feel there's no way out, and He'll make a way. Sometimes I don't know who to turn to , He says, "Turn to me." Sometimes I'm tired, He says, "Come to me and you will find rest."

Sometimes i do forget what he has done. But when things happen He never fails to support me and helps me. Even sometimes I forgot to thank Him, that will never stop Him from helping me. That's because He loves me.

Just want to take this time to thank Him, and tell Him,

I'm His, He is in charge, my job is to trust in Him and live for Him - Dave Branon

Now I belong to Jesus,

Jesus belongs to me,

Not for the years of time alone,

But for eternity - Clayton

I can do everthing through Him who gives me strength - Phil 4:13 (NIV)

Thank God

Really thank God, last nite I just received a call from Pastor Richard saying that the guitar class will postpone till next month... few... at least i don't have to stress yet... i mean i can have a bit more time to finish my assignments and also prepare for my exams.

God is Good all the time and all the time God is good... :)

this could be the shortest blog i ever blogged... hahaha... see i'm not long winded everytime... ;p

sumone sent this website to me and I find it pretty cool though... u guys should go and have a look... it's nothing scary or dirty... trust me... unless u count the beginning part it scary & dirty then i had nothing to say... but i should consider it as art... well it's my blog so it's my opinion... hahaha

hope u guys enjoy it as well.

http://fcmx.net/vec/get.swf?i=003702

Pastors that touched my heart

Hmm, I haven't been crying much in church for some times after what had happened last two years... this topic is talking about the pastors that i knew whom touches my heart. Last Thursday that is prayer meeting. We had a 4 hours prayer meeting from 8pm-12am. It's been a loooonnngggg time that i heard Pastor Pala shared. I just don't know why... everytime he speaks or shares something i just feel so touched and emotional and tears just started to fall like heavy rain... hahaha... P.Pala called me a cry baby once... (-_-") am i really a cry baby... maybe girls are emotional... (excuses) hahaha... but then it's so nice to just let go off myself once in a while like this... we were in the prayer meeting and i cried till i can't pray (luckily it's almost end of the meeting). It's not to the extent like all my hingus comes out lar... just that i was closing my eyes and tears flowing non-stop and i sobbed quietly. So I was blessed by P.Pala words. every prayer meeting if got chance he will ask me to give him a hug... it's so nice to hug him though... he just gives me a very warm feeling like a father hug his daughter. Maybe it's been a long time i haven't get a hug from a father, it's just so nice to have a fatherly hug once in a while. (oh oo... eyes getting watery now... haha)

So the next Pastor i'm gonna share, that is Pastor Richard. How can i forget him. He's been doing a lot of stuff for KCC, and i'm totally thank him for all the efforts he puts for us. He always msg us and remind us to go to church and prayer meeting and events and stuff... he never fails in forwarding msg... at first i felt like he's an alarm clock... hahaha... (opps... hope he doesn't read this hahaha) but then now if he doesn't msg i would feel like something is missing. It's just so nice everytime i receive the sms from him reminding us to be there and invite friends. It brighten up my day. Just now at 12.05 am , received his msg for sunday service... can't help it but smile... it was a bit late but it arrives. sometimes i think he's so busy yet he's faithfully continues to come to prayer meeting every week even though he stays back in subang... it was quite a journey to come to happy garden from there... So when my friend (non-christian) asked me, "can't u skip ur church activity for once... they won't die if you're not there." Sometimes it's hard to explain to them... i just told them that it's not whether i'm needed there... it's because i wanted to be there. and they are like, "oh so you don't want to spend time with us and all that..." i said no... it's not that... i asked them to understand that i hope that they won't ask me out on thursday since i told them thursday i'm not free. I just felt that prayer is very important and i wanted to be there every thursday. I want to put Him first rather than something else. Also that P.Richard is there every week and yet he travels so far from subang. So I had nothing on on thursday and there's no excuse... haha... But i love going to prayer meeting. So much... felt like a habit now... and then it helps me to build up confidence in praying in public... i used to be freaked out when asked to pray in public... sometimes i still does but then i just need some time for me to think about the words i want to pray for... I'm still learning how to pray... but then it's always like a normal conversation with god when i pray... i dunno how to use big big words yet.. dunno why... maybe it's my way of praying... hehe... okay it seems like i gone out of topic again hahaha...

Okay, guess i blog something boring again.. hahaha... okay lar... stop here for now... cya

My First time teaching the kids... sweat haha

I have commited myself to serve in the children ministry... and last Sunday (7th May 06) is the first day that I teach the kids... preparing the materials i thought should be no prob coz we have a guideline and topic plus we can follow the fishers of kids. (but then it took me like 3 hours to do it)The problem is to think of craft or artwork for the kids to do... so i scratched my head to think of something to make out that is related to the topic for that sunday. I finally managed to do it... thank goodness... preparing the artwork is a lot of time... maybe my idea is not that good coz took too much of my time... i spend like 5 hours to just cutting the stuff (coz the kids not allowed to use scissors). Then the artwork session took too much time and when it's time for 'free time' (it's when they are allowed to play toys and stuff) someone came up and said the service is over and i was like being so cruel to take their toys away... hahaha.... hmm... the lesson i learned on the first class is that i had to learn how to keep the activities on time... (shaking heads)... but then it's fun also... i tell them stories and drew some pics to let them see and listen... and then used a puppet to teach them memory versus.... and then managed to calm Joshua from being demanding all the time... manage to make him share a biscuit with David (my helper). (was trying to make him learn how to share with others) I asked Joshua, "Can I have one of ur biscuit?'' and he keep saying no... and Rachel said that Joshua is a greedy kid... and then i asked,'Can u share one with gogo (brother) David?' and then he said no also... and i try a few more times and still the same.. so i let him go lar... after a few seconds Joshua called me... and then he point to David... Joshua gave a biscuit to David and I was sooooo happy.... I told him that it's so nice of him and such a good boy... but then later i told him "You give gogo and don't give jeje (sister)... hmm..." and he gave me a cheeky smile... He was so cute.... i can't help but smile also.
And then I was so proud to see benjamin behaving very well... he's working well with the others maybe except Joshua... hahaha... he listens to me and i'm so glad.... phew... I was doing the craft with him and his job is to put the glue and my job is to stick it... and then i need to ask him not to put too much glue... and i have to say like,"U see, too much glue like cassandra (benjamin's baby sister) saliva' and he laughs ... well we laughs... but then he didn't put too much glue after that... well at least i make him listen... but then after a few times he put purposely put a lot and told me it's cassandra's saliva ..(he's trying to be funny) and i told him 'don't tell mommy about this har...' and then we both like smile sheepishly... haiyo... hahaha... it was fun ... i guess they have some fun time... i hope...

It was good and would like to be with those kids again... but then i need to work on the timing and also try not to waste too much time on preparing the artwork but put more time on preparing the teaching material instead... hahaha... okay... that's a whole lot of grandma stories there.... cya!!!

1st of May - HOLIDAY!!!

It's Labour Day... no difference to me cause I don't have to work on monday... on monday I'm supposed to have classes for whole day. So I escape a day without taxation... (Phew) What did I do on this holiday? I woke up at 12.30 pm. hahaha... coz i slept at 5.30 am... playing a puzzle game whole night (pc game). Didn't know why I'm so addicted to play it, till i can't stop. Then after woke up I just spent time watching TV with my parents for a few hours and then go for a nap... Why am I sleeping so much... ????

Later at nite I started doing my audit coursework... my gosh... I can't think of how and where should I start... I spend like 2 hours surfing the net for answers... (Torture T_T) So finally know how to start and then keep going till I'm a bit tired... So now I'm blogging because I want to rest for a while... (Excuses) hahaha...

Okay, share something funny (or I think it's funny) happened on Sunday (30 Apr, 2006). I was worship leading, everything goes well until come to the 3rd song, my pianist suddenly played the intro for the 4th song instead. And I was like, 'Oh Oww' in my mind... Then I quickly say something like, "Jesus Christ, we think upon Your sacrifice " cause the song name is 'Jesus Christ I think upon your sacrifice' . So I said that for 3 times only she realised... hahaha... aiya... I'm not sure if anybody notice... Since nobody approach me and say anything so I guess it's covered up nicely. Hahaha... later I talk to the pianist and she laughed as well... Haiyo... really funny to me... (shaking my head)

Okay, have to get back to work now... that's all for my sharing.. cya..