Jasmine, your signature color is Pink Chiffon

Jasmine, your signature color is Pink Chiffon

There's nothing saccharine about you — your sweetness is one hundred percent natural! A gentle, thoughtful romantic like you must be paired with a color that's soft and warm — but still has a subtle sophisticated sheen. That's why Pink Chiffon is the perfect color for you! You're probably known for making the most of every situation and trying to see the best in people. But while you may be cheerful and innocent at times, you're nobody's fool. You may see the world through rose-colored glasses, but you can still see, after all.While you make wise insights time after time, it's probably your good nature and perpetual optimism that are what you're known for and what make you a joy to be around. Even those who sometimes make fun of your Pollyanna-like proclamations will turn to you when they need a friend and some cheering up. So keep pink, Chiffon. With you around, the world's a better place!

Jasmine, your flavor is Sunny Orange

Your sunny disposition and happy-go-lucky attitude are the kinds of traits everyone loves to have around. Our bet is you're known as the chief supporter in your clan. If there's a bash to throw, you're likely the first one on the horn. If there's a crisis at hand, you can usually be counted on to rally the troops. Easy to talk to and fun to be around, you have a gift for blending perfectly no matter what the situation.This positive energy extends beyond good times into every other aspect of your life. Whatever your career path or goals, your natural ability to win people over and communicate ideas with enthusiasm are two key secrets to your success. The same glass-half-full attitude that makes you a fab friend will work its magic in the workplace. And in the world of business, those kinds of good vibes are always refreshing.

Am I so bad?

Hey, I've got a few calls from this guy I met in internet before... he got my number... well such a long story to explain... so if you are interested, check back the past post in the blogs... i should have mentioned him before...
Anyway i'm so afraid when he calls... and these few days he has been calling me a few times... and i didn't answer his calls... ;p
I was wondering how come he calls me so often... normally during big occasions only he will call... then just now i was checking the calender and find out that his birthday is near... it's on the 10th of August.... haiz... no wonder he calls me so often... should i just answer the call and just entertain him... or should i just ignore the call... hmm... the one thing i'm afraid of is that he'll call my house .... hahaha... if he did... then i could not escape liao...
Hope he won't do that anyway... i'm bad or not? ;p

World War III ... sad

It has not happened for some time in my house... My bro and sis fought tonite... haiz... and it's so sad... firstly they are noisy, secondly they quarrel over a small thing, thirdly I can't do anything to stop it (not anyone can do anything to stop it, except GOD).
When they started to fight, it's dangerous to even to walk passed them... so the safest thing to do is... not to stay in sight where they could see you or you will get involved in it...
I would holding not to go to the toilet while they are fighting... and when my sis went away (but they are still fighting) from the area, I quickly get out of my room and relief myself... when I came out... just in time to bump into my bro and nearly got scolded... being smart I quickly replied nicely and speed off...

I just hate it when family members fight... some people might think it's normal... this one is not normal... just hope they are well... haiz...

The First Play for Prayer Meeting

Got a call from Richard last week before prayer meeting... and he said ask me to play guitar for prayer meeting... the first reaction... Nonono NOnonono... hahaha... you know... it's so difficult to turn Pastor down... or God made pastors to have something in them that whenever they ask ppl to do something ... somehow they couldn't escape (or is it just me who got the curse) ... hahaha... well but it always turns out okay... THANK GOD!!!!

hahaha... I just played two simple songs... and borrowed Samuel's guitar pick(FGT)... It helps the guitar to be louder... I guess it's time i should get one soon... and a belt for my guitar as well...

I played two style in the songs... make it more different... thanks to my teacher, William... i manage to pull thru and Richard told me the key for one of the song that i played is too low for him... well that's the key i know ... hahaha... so sorry... i'm just familiar with C and G key... and just simple strumming style... I would like to practice more in my plucking skills... it was so nice when i heard William and David Choi pluck the guitar... it's so ...what's the word should i use... hipnotising? hahaha... no lar joking only... it's so soothing when they do some plucking style for slow songs...

I really hope Richard won't ask me to play for Prayer meeting so often... cause I will have no time to breathe... so many things to do... i hope to tell Richard to stop stop stop... i'm going to faint already... hahaha... but i never did... why huh? I guess maybe I can see he has a very passionate heart in helping the church to grow... he never stop... i guess i should give as much support as i could... eh... gone out of topic again... kay kay... stop here then... cya...

Children giving me a hard time

Children are cute and adorable... They are innocent and speak what's in their heart... I love kids but not kids that are naughty... Well most of them will have their notty time... and that's when I have to endure... especially during children church. Last Sunday was a torture... Those screaming, shouting, scolding(they scold me..o.O), fighting... nearly give me nightmares... Well, sometimes I just wonder where did those kids get so MUCH energy from... haiz... i guess it's me, I'm old lady already... even when I just try to reason with them, I also need to struggle... especially Joshua... THAT kid... last week he made me so upset...

He's misbehaving SO badly... shouting, screaming, crying, hitting (me and other kids o.O) ... Well, if he's my kid i would have given him some spanking ages ago... my goodness... okay I hope Richard and Louisa(Joshua's parents) will not read this... hahaha... haiyo... sometimes he's good sometimes he's not... just like the weather... but he's like an alarm clock as well... everytime during the teaching or art work session... he will always wanted to go out. It's like he has set his timer... okay it's time to go out... i have to stop him of course . I know what he wants but i will ask... He always say, "I want mommy..." okay... and normally my answer will be, "No you can't have mommy now... you have to wait..." okay... the next thing... he will be... crying... screaming... until i have to carry him and make him to focus on other things... take him to see something... or try to attract him with some other things...

I'm still trying hard to teach Joshua to share with other kids... and then Benjamin always loves to play Joshua's toys... and Joshua always refused to share... Ben is cute... he will always says... "It's not fair, It's not fair... Joshua must share..." ('',) hmm... Then Ben will be sad and sulky cause Joshua refuse to let Ben plays his toys... children children... (shaking my head)

I just hope next time when i'm teaching, they will behave better... most importantly ... MUST listen to me... and MUST behave themselves... May God help me with my patience with those kids... well it's really a training for me... by the time i have my own kids... i'll make sure they'll be disciplined well.. hahaha... ;p (Rotan time!!! hahaha...This mommy is so scary... ;p)

I have to admit... looking after and teaching those kids really takes a lot of energy and patience... and also train your arm's strength (thru carrying those big babies) ... hahaha... everytime i carry Joshua... I will say, "Joshua you are so heavy... you're a heavy boy... Are you a heavy boy?" The first few times he will smile and says no... but last week he didn't say anything but he nodded his head... hehehe... children can be cute and monstrous at times... even adults also the same... hahaha...

Fasting Season and busy with many things

Well NECF 40 days prayer fasting for Malaysia has started at 22 July 2006... Well this year I finally made up my mind to take up the challenge... it's really difficult for the first few days when i fasted... but now i guess it's not that difficult anymore... i'm skipping 1 meal for fasting... most of the time would be my lunch... cause that's the only time when i'll spend money... cause at nite if i don't eat what my mom cooks, she will be nagging non-stop... so i can't fast dinner...

i seldom had breakfast so it will not consider fasting to me... but occasionally i'll fast breakfast... it would be on tuesday and friday... cause that's when i had classes... i'll try to skip a meal a day... so far so good... phew... still have 30 days remaining... 10 days have passed by just like a blink of an eye.

This few months will be very busy again... i can't remember whether i mentioned earlier in my blog. 2 of my colleagues are on leave... so i'm like doing 3 ppl's work... and this two weeks i'll have to hand in my TAT (Tutor Assessed Task). It's something like a mini assignment... no marks added to my exam or assignment... but it's a requirement... so have to pass it up... so will be a bit busy with that... summore Richard told me that we're gonna do visitation and EE now... so i guess it'll be fun and great and the only problem is to get prospect and i have to revise a bit... haha... this time Richard is assigning me with another cell member (hasn't joined EE yet)... to go out alone... without a trainer... this reminds me of the good old days with Meng Yoe(me trainer) and Steven (team partner) ... It'll be something new and I hope this cell member could be my trainee next year... if it's God's willing...

Well, sometimes I just wonder how do I cope with all these... mom is nagging me again... to do some house chores... ;p well i said i'm busy... i have a lot of things to do... she said,"You are just busy with ur church work." I can't help it but laugh... I'll try to help her as much as I could... normally on Saturday... Well I just hope that Richard could build up other members in church and help out with the workload... If it's not by God's strength I dunno how could i manage all the things in church... I love to serve but for now i just hope that i could quickly finish my degree and focus more in serving... also by God's grace, may he provide me a permanent job right after my studies ... preferably a 5 days job... Christian boss, flexible where it won't clash with my church activities... good pay that could help to support my family hmm... well... so far that's all I hope for... God pleaaase answer my prayer... That would be next year Jul'07 that I will get an answer from You, Lord... Sometimes I just wonder whether this is what He plans for me... but I have to keep on asking Him for an answer... God is Good all the time and all the time God is good.