Last day of the Month of Apr'06

Ok, it's sunday morning at 12.16 (30/04/06) ... what am i doing? blogging... hahaha... i'm a bit stress... tired... sleepy... Suddenly i felt there are a lots of things going on. Training, training, training and more responsibilities in church. Assignments, research, work... so many things for me to do... Stress...
Just received the Duty Roster for Apr-Jun and i was on for duty almost every week for different things to handle. One thing i'm abit afraid of is the children ministry.. Haha... I'm not sure i'll be able to prepare the teaching material on time or not. Also am i able to keep the kids in control.. hahaha
And then will be starting to take up guitar lesson in May. Hmm... thinking about my fingers now and my bro's ancient guitar that is heavy and huge... Hahaha...
Alot of things to worry about... hmmm... but then P.Rich always says that,' No worry lar... everything will be fine...' Hahaha...
Haiz... just when i'm getting busy things will happen.. my parents and susan had arguments again. A bit tired to explain about it though cause you guys will be bored to death. Make me feel down and was sad about it... cause i don't like family arguments (who does?)So pray hard to God that they won't have arguements again... not this two months where i'll be super busy... -_-"
Last Friday I have a fun nite doing OJT anyway... first time sharing the whole gospel... well together with Jacob though... somehow I feel like teaching to a kindergarten kid.. coz the prospect is not fluent in english. He only understand a bit of English (he's attending english classes now) and he speak Arabic. So i came to the extent to draw picture for him in order to help him understand. I had to draw the heaven's gate and then draw an oval shape (representing God standing outside the heaven gate) and then a smaller oval shape (representing the prospect). It was kind of fun... hahaha... and then we were like trying to explain to him what is sin... all i can think of is like 'we do bad things and that is sin' And he goes, "Ohh.. i understand i understand'. When I had some difficulty explaining and then Jacob will try to explain.. then if he can't then come back to me and explain...
I can see that the prospect is a bit frustrated and wanted to get to the main point.. but then it's important for him to understand the whole thing.. he looses his patient coz he don't quite understand our english. So we took more time then a normal presentation should take. that's why he is impatient... hahaha...
but it's good that he is interested so we gave him the booklet that explain everything.. the problem is that whether he will understands what the book says. Anyway, Jacob got his number and if he really has any problem then Jacob can help him. hahaha...
EE is interesting.. though i'm tired sometimes and worried about whether i can get prospect or not... i guess... i will continue on coz it's so much fun.. hahaha... phew... okie dokie i guess i should get some sleep... nites... zzz

Prayer meeting

Tonight went for prayer meeting. P.Rich was talking about Matt 27:11-56. About Jesus Before Pilate, Crucifixtion, Death of Jesus. When P.Rich was reading the passage.. it just reminds me of how Jesus died for us. And it's so touching and sad to see him go thru all of the suffering on our behalf.

Everytime when I read that passage I'll cry... hahaha.. cry baby ... erm... so yah... this time just have watery eyes...

Tonight I worship led in the prayer meeting. It's like 1 or 2 months I've stopped worship leading. It's totally a fresh feeling when I worship led tonight. Everytime I partner with different musician it will have different kind of worship. It's fun coz whoever the musician is somehow I will have good worship session.

Next week it's finally my turn to worship lead... sumhow feel a bit nervous cause it's like I'm a bit rusty already... but anyhow I know God will help me thru.. coz when i'm worshipping i sumhow forgot the ppl around me EXCEPT my musicians... hahaha...

Anyway thanks to all the musicians that played for me before cause they make the worship a whole lot better. And thank God for the gift of singing as well. May all of you enjoy worship as much as I do. That's all the sharing about the prayer meeting.. somehow turn out to be worship topic liao... hehe... it's normal... cause I never stick to the topic... lol >.<

GOOD AND BAD NEWS IN OFFICE

So what's the good and bad news... Good news first. Had 3 collegues who delivered. 2 delivered safely and one with twins (early birth, was in the ICU for a while but now is better). There is one more collegue who is pregnant at the moment and will due in mid July. So now the company needs my service. I just hope that I'll be able to cope with all the work load.

Basically now I'm under two managers, 1 account and 1 company secretary. The new com.sec. manager, he's okay but then I would appreciate if he could give me things to do. Coz he likes to give me things like last minute. For example when it's almost lunch time or when it's almost time to go home. Most of the time I will have nothing to do if I didn't have my accounting work.

Okay, so the bad news is that one of my collegue, her father just passed away last thursday. I was asking her something and then there was a call and she was shocked when she answered the phone. I suspected something wrong but then don't know what's wrong. Her face expression changed so suddenly and I don't dare to ask her things anymore. While I was talking to my manager, I heard her sobbing. She said her father just passed away. She said suspected to be heart attack but then her dad had been well all this while. I heard that her dad is just 50 something. I just pity her cause the father's death is too sudden and she's not prepared to hear the news. I just don't know why my mood suddenly felt down at that moment.

My mood continue to be down till I go to church for prayer meeting. When it was time to open for sharing I just didn't share it I don't know why. Just don't feel like saying anything. Hmm... but after prayer and all that my mood was not so down anymore. Erm... don't know what to say anymore, suddenly feeling down now as I mentioned about it. Hehe... Okay then, will blog somemore some other time. It's 12.46 am already... hope that my mind is ready to sleep. eyes is dropping but then the mind is still not willing to rest. Haiz.. cya

SEEM SO BUSY... AM I REALLY BUSY? ^o^

Hmm, how long have I last post in my blog? I still like posting msg here in blogger more than the friendster blog. maybe this is where i first started. Okay I'll stop my nonsense and come back to my original topic.

Lately have been busy with ... courseworks (assignments). I had 2 subject for this sem but then I had to do 3 coursework (cw). All the cw need lots of research (according to what my lect says). And I haven't even started researching. Researching = Reading (according to the UK uni).

Well, I just hope that I will have not much problem doing the group cw. There will be 4 of us in a group. 3 girls + 1 guy. Rose among the torn. I guess they are ppl who will work and contribute. Just hope that we'll get along well. Hmm...

Second thing I'm busy with church activities. I'm not sure whether I'll be worship leading on Easter cause I had been stopped worship leading for like more than a month. And I miss worship soooooo much. I had been taking EE course and then the Leadership Training Course, & Cell Leader Training. It's actually all good courses and training and I'm glad that I had joined. Taking most of my time is EE training but I'm enjoy doing it actually. And it's definitely exciting when I see the first soul save in my team. Also there are prayer meeting every Thursday nite.

I just hope that I'll be able to cope with all that training and my cw and also later with my studies.

It's fun to be busy it's just speed up my life and it's fun when i speed up my life while serving Him.

I'm busy yet had time to blog... hahaha... this is because of that coffee i taken this late evening. Haiz... regretted to bought it and drank it... my body needs rest but my mind can't rest... Haiz...